Tiffany. Stephanie. MiYoung. It’s already your birthday. You’re now turning 23 years old, 24 in korean age, and each day you become more and more beautiful.
I don’t think you would ever imagine how proud this teenager girl here is of you. Knowing your story, looking back on your past and on all the tough thing you’ve been through and seeing where you are now it’s something really special. Something that makes me proud and happy, something that never fails to put a smile on my face. You give me hope. You give me strenght and you give me a reason to run after what I want. To pursue my dreams. You are one of them. Probably the biggest one of them. You made me fall in love with this amazing way of being of yours since the first time I saw you. You brought me into SNSD and you brought me to who I really am. You showed me that it doesn’t matter how far your dream seems to be from you, or how tough things can be to reach it, it’s never impossible. You showed me that if I really want it and if I chase it with all my heart, someday I’ll be able to see that dream coming true. You taught me that we can never give up, we can never have negative thoughts and we must always be self confident, no matter how cocky or arrogant people may find us, we need to have confidence in ourselves and in who we are above everything. For me, you are an angel. My angel. An angel sent to Earth by God to light up my life and my days. To make my heart jump by hearing your voice. To make me believe in my dreams and in myself. To put a smile on my face everytime I’m feeling down. To give me something to fight for when I just want to give up on everything. Those hard times, those days I’m feeling down, it’s your voice I want to hear and t’s your smile I want to see. I’ve caught myself in a point where your smile makes me happy, I’ve caught myself in a point where I need to have a dosage of you everyday to feel complete. You warm my heart. One day, I just want to hug you in my arms. Very, very tight. Through this hug, I want to pass to you every inch of my feelings, that can’t be expressed in words. I want to look in your eyes and say “thank you”, for everything you’ve done for me even without knowing, for everything you’ve taught me and for just being who you are. In this moment, I’ll probably be crying. But I’ll be crying tears of joy, happiness. Happiness for having you near me. Happiness for being able to express what I’ve kept for so long in my heart. One day, I will be doing this. I don’t know what you’ve done to me. I don’t know how you did this, how you made me so confident, how you made me so determined. But I like it. I feel strong and I feel special. I don’t care what people say. People can call me stupid, childish, ridiculous, people can say whatever I want, I don’t care and will never care. Neither words nor actions of them will change something. To some people, loving someone that doesn’t know you personally and lives in the other side of the world may sound insane, but not for me. People don’t understand, people will never understand. I know you’ve never seen me in person, I know you don’t know my name, but loving you, for me, is a gift. I feel blessed with the capacity of loving someone so far from me, yet with a pure feeling. It’s special, it’s unique, it’s something I know I would miss if I didn’t have.
August 1st, 2012. In this birthday, I want to wish you every single good thing existent in this world. I want to wish you happiness, because I always want to see that beautiful smile on your face. I want to wish you health, because I want you to feel good and I want you to be able to do what you love, that is being with your girls on the stage, singing and dancing, always. I want you to keep being this amazing person you are. I want you to keep shining with this star of yours that will never loose it’s glow. I want you just keep being who you are. This honest, inspiring, vivid, brightful, amazing and unique girl, that my heart chose as my bias and made me love so much.
Happy Birthday, my angel. Enjoy your day. Enjoy your life. Keep alongside with your girls for a long time, because I’ll be by your side for all this time, supporting and loving you. Never forget that in the other side of the world, there’s a girl that loves you with all her heart, and it’s thankful for your existence.
I want to dream with you forever.
I LOVE YOU.